Starting over..

Sometimes in life we have to make some of the hardest decisions ever. These decisions don't only affect our lives but those around us (Our friends, our family, our friends friends, and their family).

Yesterday my better half and i decided to part ways. It was, without a doubt one of the hardest decisions we have ever made. We did not part in an argument, or with anger or rage--it was mutual, amicable and very difficult.

Right now we both need some time to heal. We need some time to grow apart and to realize that we are strong and that we can do things on our own.

We both have to start over.

I have gone back to my dads place for a while. As I am still in the process of finding a job I have the luxury of going to the farm where I feel that I am in a safe and tranquil environment.

As for my future plans; I need to decide where I want to be. At this point, I could take a communications job anywhere as nothing is keeping me in one spot.

I truly thank my friends and family for being here to support me, especially Amber and Ian who came down to Calgary yesterday to pick me up when I was a complete wreck.

As for Alexander, if you do read this: be strong, start over and take care.