It's been a week

It has been a week.

I just realized that.

I can't stop crying.

I am continuously sad for the things we said we would do together but now don't get the chance to do. I am sad for the things that we will never get to do.

I am sad.

I have been so busy since this has all happened that I don't think I really realized what has happened.

Maybe just now I realized.

It is not a nightmare. It is real.

Time to curl up with my teddy bear and try and get some sleep.

Gah.