This is a late blog to all of my viewers.
I just wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Today has been very difficult for me. I am out in Kamloops spending Christmas with my mother and it is a trigger for all of the amazing memories I have had with Alexander.
I am not sad for the great memories, but sad that I will not be making anymore of those great memories---well not in the same way anyhow.
I will get through this rough day, just like I have all others....but today has been bad.
I feel the empty pain and heart ache like I did the day I drove away from his house.
It sucks.
I am waiting for that day that the heart ache will go away, and I will be able to look at all of this as a necessary step in my life.
One day...
That is all for now,
Merry Christmas Everyone!
xoxo
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